Rain K
2012-12-18 14:19:16 UTC
I know I've dug the deepest hole for myself; however, now I've been working to get myself out of it. It's not that I don't understand my work, I've just had some personal issues these past two years. The first being, during my freshman year, I had no idea what I was even doing with my schedule; to add to that, with not applying myself due to lack of materials and poor time management, that's a sure-fire way towards failure.
I know I have the capacity to be a great student, this fall semester, I was on track to getting a B in my communications class; however, I didn't do one of the assignments which pushed me down to a D. Same with my poli-sci class; I was doing great on my essays, yet when it came to assignment due dates, I would have the wrong dates in mind, thus not having the assignments completed by the right time, which ultimately caused me to fail that class (It was an online class, I've learned that they aren't for me). And biology just killed me, ended up failing...
I now have the discipline and time management skills to complete my work on time and study to receive As in my winter classes. But, that would only raise my gpa to a 2.1. I plan on doing an academic renewal on two of my other failing classes so they aren't factored into my gpa, but that still would only help my gpa by a bit.
As a student that's wanting to be college bound in sports, and one that shows a definite positive trend in their grades from now on, with a personable personal essay to top it off; would it be hopeless to think that universities would look past my transgressions and admit me with such a sub par gpa?
The worst thing is, is that my parents have spent all this money on these classes since I'm not eligible for FA, and all I've down is basically throw it away... I'm just becoming stressed and depressed over this dilemma I've put myself in.